When  I first start a project, I cut the wood pieces out,  asking what the form is to be.  I then put them away.  I cut this piece some time last year and have not gotten to it. Recently I pulled it out. 
"Begin now!!"  I heard.
The shape was bothering me a bit, like it was not very interesting, a blob.  Maybe I shouldn't paint on that... but I didn't heed that voice. 
As I proceeded to paint the words "egg on your face" surfaced in my mind.  Embarrassment energy started knocking around... At one point  drawing red under the black, pain in the ass, yes this felt true, right in the coccyx. .. letting it move out.

Oh crap or ? opening to the new, can seem messy like this painting -  I just put it away for a while.
Now little bleeps of  awareness,  self acceptance arriving, good bad ugly, all inclusive ticket - hum what did I buy? Yicks, my enthusiasm is kicking in for this new adventure I created toward wholeness.