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I have to look inward within my own being to see inside of you. That is one of the keys of seeing. To see inside of someone else you have to look into the truth within you. You don’t have to be physically standing in front of me and I don’t have to be physically opening my eyes to see because I’m not looking out, I’m looking in.
“Being Clairvoyant: Waking Up and Seeing" Michael Tamura
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emerging slowly from a frozen state, where feelings did not exist. Overwhelm who has been in charge, holding the reins, is retiring.
The beginning whispers of, what? Listening, being patient, validating any new utterance, new impulse that attempts to surface that is the voice of no words, A wisp, there, if aware, is acknowledged, Yay. Exhausted, as a tiny child just. Well, where in your life are you being tested? Oh that sounds so serious, tests, failure making mistakes, ugh boo boo, bad, good.
I bought a new (used) fun summer shirt and dress. I quickly proceeded to spill something on the dress right between the boobs. I scrubbed a spot remover on it, and oh dear the dye came out. Hum. Then another spot on a pocket of the shirt, right on the left breast. Hum I am almost noticing a pattern here. The impulse to clean it up, I can't go out with a spot on my shirt, especially there. I hear this. It curls me. Anxious. I go to a party anyway with that there spot, right on my left boob. I wonder about covering with a patch., yes I could take a peic Urgh. Then I land a spot on the dress, right at crotch level. It does not come out either. Ok I am getting it, deeper and deeper we go, ho ho. I am remembering the concept of perfect pictures. Do I have any? Do you have any? Did I borrow some, or do you want some of mine, or did I take some of yours or someone's maybe my mother or father, or who ever unconscious, yum, that is what is they are doing, Did I think or just swallow it, unconsciously, that "looked" good at the time. I ? Not so amused or neutral to spots on clothes Me? Oh My. The real question is, do I want to be controlled by them, now that I am aware of them. Can I be neutral and compassionate, eh whether it is spots or other boo boos, kind and not punishing. That sounds like a new behavior. Now I am sure I will have another opportunity to have a spot or two land on my clothes and how am I going to respond. Do you have this happen in your life? I would like to hear, so we can share our laugh.ter |
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