when I receive communication from another psychic ( we are all psychic) , who is giving neutral communication about what she sees in my space, I can resist I, not hear it, or listen and make new choices about what is not working for me any longer.

I was suspecting  I was captivated by some things, on some level I let myself be captivated.  This can be difficult to see, when I feel like I have a lot invested in what I want to believe.  To be able to be neutral and not judge the illusion I got caught up in.  Where I was investing  in something that is not really serving my growth and well being , but wanting me to be content with a scenerio - I've seen over and over and never questioned to turn the channel.   Turn the channel to a different program...

Well, no.  turn the tv off.

The image maker off

Well that never stops

Maybe I can get in a different position, relative to the images,

I am seeing the life guard dog house, at the beach when I was growing up.  He could see everything and notice when things were not going in a beneficial direction.  Seeing the big picture...

Sometimes we need some help to see, to have someone who can see behind our back, where we can't see.   WE do it together, for success.

After hearing some scraps of polar fleece calling to me.  I wonder, "these are pretty  small, what would I do with you? "

Oh come on, we want to play!

I stack them up, one two three, four, five, red, coral, yellow, orange and aqua blue
Scissors and hand sewing, I carve a woobly outside edge, and sew the layers, cutting out some spaces to go further, deeper down into another layer of color. 

Hum. it is pretty Blobby.  Blobby  Not very sharp edges, not very defined, blobby.

You are very observant, it is blobby, it is polar fleece. - soft and colorful and I think it might last forever!

A small bag of beads a person gave me are catching my eye.  They look like a mess of grey until I pour them out and start to see the different colors.  Now I can see where they could be in the shape of things emerging. 

I am loving the quiet of this.  Quiet play

I think it's done and sew a safety pin to the back, and put it on my coat.

Later

After my Feldencrais class, at the senior center, I am  getting a cup of coffee in the cafeteria.  A woman all the way across the room calls.

"That is a butterfly isn't it"!