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I was asked if I would write about this experience with Jill. I had not written about it after the experience, so I had to think back and write. I am so glad she asked me. It has made me aware of so much that has changed in my body and mind since my reading. I have been working on my spirit for so many years. Every time I find an ‘ah-ha’ moment, I am able to pull together so much of what I had learned previous to that moment, a light goes on and another layer of my body onion melts away. As I write about the reading I had with Jill, I realize that was one of those ‘ah-ha’s’ that has caused several layers to melt away. If I hadn’t written about this, I’m not sure when I would have realized all the changes.
When I think about the struggles all life has living on the Earth, I feel an overwhelming calm, knowing this is a physical struggle that has to be, but will be a memory when we leave this physical form. That’s not to say I ignore the damage done to this planet, but I don’t allow sadness to control my life like I did for the first 65 years of my life. There have been a combination of things that have occurred since this reading that I am now noticing writing this. I was explaining the negative emotion I felt by waking up, not wanting to be here another day. Feeling my usual strong desire to go home. (That feeling goes away quickly, and I embrace another day.) I went further by expressing my irritation of doing the same things in the morning and the same things at night. My friend suggested that my angels can help me with that. Just ask them she suggested. So I did. I didn’t know what to ask for specifically. I communicated to them somehow, because the next morning I did not have the emotion attached to waking up. I had the same thoughts of doing the same thing everyday, but I did not have the negative emotion. That was gone. That was months ago and I remain calm when waking. I’ve had spiritual, mental, emotional and physical changes since the reading I had with Jill’s group. By releasing the exhaustion I held for the planet, I have increasing ease in my body. The increasing ease is also aided by the regular yoga practice, chiropractic and massage treatments, and meditation. I find I feel my posture straitening, my gate is steady in the snow. I feel an overall lighting in my body. Most of all, I’m not in a hurry anymore to leave this planet. I will still be happy to go anytime. (I smile at the thought of going home.) There was some energy I had around me (now I know it was exhaustion) that made me want to leave. I thought the only way to relieve myself was to leave. I am very grateful for this awareness.
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I am reading Swearing is Good for You - FUCK YEAH – The Amazing Science of Bad Language , by Emma Byrne. I have not finished the book yet, but share a quote with my elder who heavily relies on scientific authority. “ Teams that swear together stay together.” Later at supper - dark clouds hang thick, even though the phone calls have long been hung up and the day is staying lighter longer. Ozzie the cat is meowing … meeeeee owwwi ng ---- I am multitasking, stubborn no see ums...lol. I finish dinner and go into the next room to focus on my puzzle, while Dad is eating his favorite desert, vanilla ice cream and bananas, Ozzie keeping him company with his meowing. BLOW IT OUT YOUR ASS! Dad, Did!? You!? Say!? “BLOW IT OUT YOUR ASS!!!!!” YES!!! Our laughter dances around the room. Bad boy and bad girl pictures billow, billow, billow out with each haaaaa haaaaaa haaaaaa hahaaaaaaaa haaaaa ha. Ozzie is quiet, now. May we all find joy in our every step!  Hello Friends, I am participating in the Open Studio Tour of Benzie County, Mi on Saturday October 5, from 10-4. Paintings, clay work, lots of popcorn and warm laughter - I hope to see you then, Blessings Jill  " Home Care"
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