Applaud your creativity - what other choice?

I have been attracted to being in groups, creating them or joining.  I went to a delightful art group once and then did not go yet again. 
A gal from the class called me up and asked why I was not going.  She said, "You did a nice painting and everyone liked it, but you hardly received their compliments.  Sometimes we need to push ourselves with things we need to do... I hope you decide to go to the class"
Wow, I don't usually get that sort of feedback, I paid attention.  What is needing shifting in me,  being able to receive more...?I feel a bit judging myself for being there, or maybe compassion is a more fitting choice, for myself and letting me be exactly where I am.

I have a practice of looking a page of orchid essences in the morning - I use kinesiology to wiz through to see what my subconscious is working on today and the orchid that shows up, I ask to help with that issue. 

Heart of Light (Phragmipedium Grouville) was indicated today - for letting go of defensive emotional patterns.  Rapidly releases emotional armoring of the heart chakra, expanding the chest, enables the heart chakra to connect to higher wisdom.

Thank you Phragmipedium Grouville

This is a rich potent time of year, wrap ourselves in gentle vibrations. 

Any thoughts, I love to hear from you, Jill