being alone or lonely

A monster is lurking, what is it, not fitting in with the motivational structure of the day? Or maybe it is? Today I have felt very alone, things not connecting , impatient. Welcome!  Oh now, I see you - Bear! You are looking like you have been hybernating and not fully awake from you deep slumber.( Bear, medicine being more quiet in winter, and being alone to be closer to feelings and intuition - oh maybe this is a message, after all, why would you be getting up in the middle of these sub zero weather,
hey, well yeah, why are you waking me up.  It is my sleep time.

gosh what am I not honoring here?  my naturall rhythms?

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, courage to change the things I can....
Letting go and letting Divine timing...

Trusting instead of pushing to make things happen

When creating space for something new, all the stuff comes up that is not of love to be healed. 

Lots is happening below the surface - bear assures.