What is your Soul Food?
I ended a class today, no matter how little I seem to get to know the people, I feel a loss, in the ending. Is it the class or someone in the world who has moved on? It actually brings up other losses for me, significant changes in the form. Such as when my baby died, yet I am reminded how I could see her in all the clouds, the weeds, especially looking through the eyes of cows. Was I seeing things, I'd ask my kids. "Oh I see Josephine too Mom, its ok" The body grieves though. So I am at the grocery store and everything seems so lifeless here. "What am I looking for" I ask "Soul Food" comes to mind. The flowers attract my attention, boy I have not bought any of those in a long time. I love flowers. It was a new experience to have so many when Josephine died. Reminding of the cycles, appreciation, honoring the beauty, cherishing our connection, that is always there, if we pay attention. My friend, never gone, unless I make it so, I can dwell in joy, no matter how it feels. Missing is part of love, and they love to know they are loved and remembered, that is the heart strings playing, their angel fingers, lightly upon. Perhaps also to love ourselves, for our relationships are just reminding us of who we are. Turning that love toward self, seems like weird gymnastics feat until we practice it What is your Soul Food?
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