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We are each  here to be who we are, in a unique way, that is only true for us.  This is very powerful, and that is why there is so much distractions that can get  in the way,  The fear in one's space that does not wish for you to know your truth instead settling for what appears to seem helpful but not real ly.  This is why developing intuition and discernment is so valuable, it takes you home.  Neutrality is one  ability of intuition  that is priceless. and brings enduring change.

An example from my life that I am observing - I can get in an uncomfortable space, like I need something, and instead of settling in to listen I notice my awareness going out to find some information or person who appears to have more information than I.  As I have studied this pattern, it comes from an early time, of having a need as tiny one and naturally  looking for mom to fulfill that need, and if she was not present, I would go looking for her, in spirit.  I grew up and eventually learned about where to find my own information, then  when I had my head injury everything got jostled, and I forgot all about this,  along with practically everything. ha ha.  What information?  Where?  I was lost.  Then in a reading this thing called "my information" came up and I said, "I can't remember where it is."   In spirit she showed me.  I was relieved.  That could seem like a stupid question but in spirit there are no stupid questions,  All questions are a seeking of an answer.  We go in and out of having more or less awareness, etc.  We get programmed.  We fall down.  It's not so much what happens to us  as how we respond.  That is the key.   So when I get triggered, and a lack or neediness comes up, that is an old pattern, and to now be aware I am doing that, and then make a new choice. - yes sometimes it takes awhile, but who is judging? Hello judge thanks for your opinion.   Judgement shuts down the process.  Perhaps to settle in to meditate, or take a walk in nature, or do some art. or reach out to a safe person to share with. 

It is easy to make one self wrong for a behaviour, especially if we have perfect pictures, don't make mistakes, etc.  This shuts down awareness. Coming from the kind loving spiritual maturity of neutrality and compassion brings new awareness, and the ability to validate and understand what has held the pattern in place.  Step by step we release via acceptance - the entrapping behaviours. This is healing and freeing. and growth.


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